Friday, August 05, 2005

Ok, here is a refresher on how I happened to meet hot guy, please note, he started out as just the cute guy.

Thursday, February 10, 2005
2 a.m. and I can't sleep. It's times like these that I really miss not having someone to snuggle up to. My Brain is going 240 and all I can think is, I want to be held. All this thinking must have fried a synapse or something. Of course, if I was in my own bed instead of on the couch at my brother's house maybe I would be asleep right now. I will just be glad when we get the house sold and I can get into a little place by myself. Perhaps then I will be able to relax. I just feel so alone.
Yesterday was a pretty good day, not exciting, but good. I managed to work on my book a little. I got some laundry done and the cute guy at the gas station flirted with me. That I must admit, was an ego boost I needed. But as I sit here, that has faded and the shadows of loneliness have crept into it's place. I know that this shall pass eventually, but until it does the tears once again come unbidden.

Wednesday, February 16, 2005
This just sucks big harry monkey cock! I am living back at the house. My family, who had been so supportive of me, has now turned their backs on me. I have no where else to go for now. I can no longer stay at my brothers. My Sil doesn't want me there. So I am now looking for a place that I can afford. I don't get paid until the 3rd and I still need to find a car and have bills to pay here. Fuck, Fuck, Fuckity, Fuck, Fuck!The only bright spot is that the hot guy at the gas station called me. He has the hots for me and me for him. The downside is, he is involved. His relationship is on the rocks, but he is still involved. That makes him off limits. So no hanky panky. Fuck, Fuck, Fuckity, Fuck, Fuck! This has not been my day.

Sunday, March 27, 2005
12:50 p.m. I got home about 20 minutes ago, an interesting development last night. I went out to my usual haunt and was having a so-so time. It was rather dead in the place so I left and went to the other place I like to go to for a while. When I came back, about an hour and a half later, the beautiful young man that I had posted about on March 14th was there with his SIL (brother's wife). He had come looking for me. As soon as I walked in the door he approached and guided me over to where they were sitting to join them.We left rather early and dropped his sil off. Then back to his place for a couple more drinks. I have not slept on a waterbed since 1980 something, I forgot how comfortable they are. I just discovered that he programmed his number into my phone and I have a feeling he has probably retrieved my number as well. Except for this nasty sinus headache, I feel very relaxed.When it rains it pours. I had no intention of seeing Beautiful Young Man again, until last night. Hot guy (posted about him on Feb 10th and 16th) has been calling about once a week, now that he has moved out on his own. Although we have met for a quick drink, we have made no definite plans to go out. And then there is the Gentleman, who I have not seen since last weekend and have no plans to. What is a woman to do?

Friday, April 01, 2005
Update - I am in too good a mood to play any April fools jokes, and I really don't feel much like posting anything right now. I had a date with hot guy today. I had a perfectly wonderful day, and I can't seem to stop smiling.

...now that everyone is up to speed on how I met hot guy...

When he took me in his arms and kissed me, it felt like a lightning bolt shot through my body. It didn't take us long to begin undressing each other and moving toward the bed...still kissing and caressing. His hands felt strong and slightly calloused and were very sure of what they were doing. He seemed to know just how to touch me, he was making my knees weak.
More on Monday.

Ponderables


200) If Wile E coyote has enough money to by all that Acme crap why doesn't he buy his dinner?

201) If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?

202) Why is it that when someone tells you that there's billions of stars in the universe, you believe them. But if they tell you there's wet paint somewhere you have to touch it?

203) Why are there interstate highways in Hawaii?

204) Don't drink and park: Accidents cause people.

205) Do boxer shorts box?

206) I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it.

207) Is grass really greener on the other side?

208) If money is the root of all evil, why do churches beg for it?

209) Ever stop to think and forget to start again?

Broomhilda worshipped the goddess at 1:41 PM

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