It has been a difficult few days. I spend half the time crying and half the time knowing everything will workout the way it is supposed to. The hardest part is seeing the hurt in his eyes. I have to start weeding out my stuff. I checked with a consignment shop yesterday, they will take my teapot collection and my teacup and saucer collections but not my china. I am only keeping the stuff that is really important to me. Most of that will have to go into storage for now. I don't know what he is planning to keep yet. I can't afford to move out yet, although I may stay at my brothers for awhile if it gets to hard to stay here. I will still have to come over here daily to work on packing things up. L and I will be sharing the car for now. It is in both of our names but he is the one that has made all of the payments and I can't afford a used one yet. The refrigerator died so we need to purchase another one on Friday. We found one for a decent price and will split the cost. All the appliances will stay when we sell the house and hopefully we will get a small profit on the sale.
I am continuing to work on my book, proof reading and such. In hopes that writing will be my future.
Broomhilda worshipped the goddess at 1:17 PM
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