A couple of paragraphs to go and I am finished with the book. I sit and stare at the screen, and stare and stare and stare. I am completely fucking blocked! My mind is a total blank. Nothing, zip, nada! ARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Normally I would think maybe a night out would help. Not tonight. I don't think. Nothing but crappy vodka in the house, no Stoli, enough for one drink, that's good enough. Even now as I type this, it is as if something has just sucked all coherent thought from my brain. The ex has offered to go pick up wine coolers, a nice gesture on his part but, I think not.
Perhaps I will go out later, I need interaction with people. Problem is most of them are so young. There is nothing wrong with that, I just need intelligent conversation with people my nearer own age sometimes.
Broomhilda worshipped the goddess at 5:51 PM
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