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Menopausal Bi-Polar Witch Babbling

Thursday, February 10, 2005

2 a.m. and I can't sleep. It's times like these that I really miss not having someone to snuggle up to. My Brain is going 240 and all I can think is, I want to be held. All this thinking must have fried a synapse or something. Of course, if I was in my own bed instead of on the couch at my brother's house maybe I would be asleep right now. I will just be glad when we get the house sold and I can get into a little place by myself. Perhaps then I will be able to relax. I just feel so alone.

Yesterday was a pretty good day, not exciting, but good. I managed to work on my book a little. I got some laundry done and the cute guy at the gas station flirted with me. That I must admit, was an ego boost I needed. But as I sit here, that has faded and the shadows of loneliness have crept into it's place. I know that this shall pass eventually, but until it does the tears once again come unbidden.

Broomhilda worshipped the goddess at 1:59 AM